Friday, June 3, 2011


I have been neglecting this blog.

Often I have much to say, but when it comes time to sit down and write it out...nothing comes.  I type, then delete, then type again.  It goes back and forth until I either give up or hit that moment where the ice breaks and the words flow.

I don't always know how to get what I am thinking out and down on paper.  Or in this case, on the screen.  I'm afraid sometimes.  Afraid that my thoughts sound stupid, or that I'll completely fail at getting my thoughts and feelings out in words.  Somehow I've slipped into worrying about how others see me or think of me.

I need to work on not caring so much.  I need to work on not caring at all.  I want to be completely happy with who I am.  I just need to decide that I am happy with who I am.


Regina said...

So true! And it's hard to do! I'm the same way. I tend to hold back what I post in fear of what someone will think or say. I need to work on that too!

morgan. said...

okay, so maybe ive just been really blonde, but i've tried to come here & comment a few times & couldnt find the commenter's link.

but now i found it. so. bam.

thanks for your kind comments - i love your posts too, they are such a beautiful expression of you :)

Meredith said...

well i'm completely happy with who you are :)

Meredith said...

so so true. i try super hard not to care what others think but all too often i fail. then i pick myself up and start on over again. ahhh life ...