Saturday, September 18, 2010

missing my social life...

I need to find a way to be more social.  ASAP.  I'm seriously bored to death these day. It's not even funny.  But it's also more than just boredom.  I seriously feel like something is missing in my life.  I just can't figure it out.  I'm thinking it's more than likely the fact that my social life is gone, and that I feel like I just don't do anything other than be on the computer and work.  The whole being on the computer thing always starts out doing my online classes and then I get distracted by Facebook, YouTube, blogs, and emailing.  So then, before I know it I have wasted SO much time doing nothing but be on the computer!!!  I hate how I feel when I've just sat all day.  I hate it real bad.  I need to find friends or an activity of some sorts haha.  I could hang out with my ward, but um, k seriously when something fun does come up i'm usually working.  Ya, it stinks.  But the other thing is that I don't know very many of the people yet...  I know a few of them... but ya. I seriously just need to get to know more of them.  I need to get out of my comfort zone and make friends!!!  I get myself all pumped to do this... and then I chicken out and don't talk to anybody lol.   OH man I fail at life I guess haha.

BUT, this week is one of my most social weeks yet!!!  I'm supposed to hang out with my cousin on Tuesday night for a bit, and my friend Kaitlin on Thursday night, and my friend Allie on Friday!  It should be awesome :D.  I went with a friend for a little bit today after work too :).  Her name is Valerie and we work together.  Yup we're pretty cool haha.  But ya, we went to get our nails done!!!  I had never been before haha, so she was like you should come!!!  I got the acrylic nails on :).  It's fun, something different that I don't usually do.  I did pay 30 bucks for it though :( lol.  Only down side to it.  There is definitely a reason why I haven't done it before and why I am not going to be doing it all the time!  haha.

Well, I'm going to go back to listening to BORING Biology lectures for my online Biology class now.  Ugh.

1 comment:

Regina said...

You didn't post a picture of your nails?!?! I so know what you mean about wasting time on the computer. I have been really trying to cut back the time I spend on the computer. I feel like I get nothing done. Hopefully you will figure out what's missing and make some awesome friends!